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i feel the light betray me  
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Now I'm Decided To DELETE !

Journal Entry: Sun Jul 20, 2008, 9:30 PM
Now i'm decided to DELETE my depressions (not deviations) i love them so.oo much :deviation:
i'm just a crazy stupid ..
Thanks all of u SOO.OOO lovely much for comments , advise :hug: and fav: :iconrudeboyskunkplz::iconrudeboyskunkplz2::iconrudeboyskunkplz3:
i promise i'll never Give Up :strong:
but one big problem is ..my parents ..especially my mom ..:threaten: she don't like me spending a LOT of time in Photoshop :faq: ...but i can't help ..that's my :heart: ...so what can i do..:ohnoes:
Oh..Chester ..help me ! :cries:
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;p i love u

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Velocity of a Tragic Memory

Journal Entry: Fri Jul 18, 2008, 9:34 PM
this is just a story..:frail:

check this [link] out ..this is now how i feel

if i never found this LINKIN PARK and never tasted that Photoshop my life will be better ...and i will never have these bloody hunger,...and those tears.........
sometime and today ..i want to DELETE all of my deviations but i can't do this anymore ..
Do i have some poor creativity ..?
some people ..ah..everyone i know getting a lot of favourites and comments ....but i'm not...
am i a most stupid person in DA ..or in this Creativity world ???
u may be think i'm so jealous..but i'm not ..i'm just DEPRESS..and just wonder ...why ..??
but i got this feeling for so long ago..since i joined in DA..
Sometime i feel like DA is my HOME and....sometime..it's a bloody HELL...
i'm really tired of DEPRESS, SICKNESS, and HUNGER
whatever ..i don't have a plan to stop doing Photoshop ..i must go on and on..until my last day... but is not too far ......

don't u think i'm a fool. ?....but the only thing i want u to know is i'm not threatened u trust me ..i'll never..:hug: ..thank u so much for gave me a lot of happiness ..
i wish tomorrow will be a little bit better than today

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter


xxxx....................................:iconozz88:

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i'm so.oo excited !!

Journal Entry: Fri Jul 18, 2008, 2:02 AM
:halfliquid: i was a few months away from my Dearest :heart: Photoshop ..that was a real heartbroken story ...:paranoid: During these hard times..i could only uploaded silly screenshots (not really) :giggle: and some of my old childish wallpapers ..
But now ..here's a great time..we (me and Photoshop :date: ) reunited again to create my traditional vintage style artworks..!! :cuddle:
I was so excited to touch my workspace again ..:excited: what a great feeling ..!
i uploaded first two deviations and hope u liked them a little :deviation:
And now ..here we go again..i've just finished to updated my new artworks..i've decorated my gallery with some silly Stamps so..:pray: don't forget to check out !!
oh..i have a surprise ..i'm not too far to celebrate my 1st Anniversary in DA ..i have a plan to make a memorial awesome show.!!
My stage featuring some famous bands like...Chemical Romance*Evanescence*The Used..etc.. :threaten: hey..don't laugh..this is not a joke ..don't u believe..so check this out [link] ..:abduction: hey buddy ..there's no time to doubt ..let's buy tickets !!
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ok..this is my Own new Tag :below:
One day in DA
let's start ...


:pointl: First..i go to my own page..ozz88.DA.com :olya:


:pointl: Then..i log in ..User name-ozz88 Password-oh..i forget !:giggle:


:pointl: And..check out how many messages i have ..(thank u so much for fav and comments)


:pointl: If i have some new deviations...i go to subimit page

If i have something crazy to say..i update my journal :crazy:


:pointl: Then i check out my favourite artists' awesome artworks :omg: they're very very talented ! :sherlock: ..and i also check out my dearest Bunnyton too. oh..oh..how lovely he is:flirty:


:pointl: i go to each of DA addicts hoo fav my deviation(s) to say thank u :hug:


:pointl: ***collect some photoshop related stuffs like..brushes, actions, etc..and of course steal some texture....


:pointl: Finally..i go back to my DA page and then log off.......:wave: bye bye..


:pointl: And now..it' s time to challenge ...:threaten:...time to create new works ..cuz' i got a lot of cool stuffs..!!

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* Testing *

Journal Entry: Sat Jul 12, 2008, 11:41 PM
Stolen from :iconnalle91:

RULES:
1) Answer the questions below.
2) Take each answer and type it into dA search box.
3) Take a deviation from the first page of results (may use ' popular' or 'newest' ) and post thumb (for subscribers) or link (non-subscribers).
4) You can't copy the persons answers who posted this before you.
5) Please tell the artist that you featured them. It's only fair and you would want to know if it was your art that was featured.

1. The age I will be on my next birthday: Eighteen [link]

Note: :omfg:..that was awesome..i've go Alic Cooper's I'm eighteen..do u know that ..Camp Freddy..^^(:blowkiss:Mr.Bunnyton:chainsaw:) sung this song in Clubtattoo anniversary party !!

2. A place I'd like to travel: France [link]

3. My favorite place: Chester-land [link]
Note: :giggle: u better check out above:above: Chester !


4. My favorite object: LP DVDs :happycry: [link] +++:heart: Chester Bennington Photos :heart: [link]

5. My favorite food: Burger [link]
Note: :clap:Animal Rights :clap:

6. My favorite animal: Hemster [link]
Note: .oo...how poor he is..:cry:

7. My favorite color: Bluesky [link]

8. The town in which I live: [link] :chainsaw:

9. Name of past pet: Xxx [link] :upset:

10. A dream come true: Forget to Remember [link] :nerd:

11. My nickname/screenname: :olya: Ozz88 [link]

12. My middle name: N.N [link] :sarcasticclap:

13. My favorite Smell: Rosy (sniff) [link] :sniff:

14. Bad habit of mine: Chester Bennington Addicted [link] :giggle:

15. My first job: :crazy: still learning,studying and sleeping [link]

16. Favourite Movie: [link] :hug:

17. What are you doing right now?: :tunes: [link]
Note: Song > HIM(Pretending)

18. Whats The Weather Like?: :sun: Windy/Sunny [link]
Note: i really really x 100% hate Heavy Rainy Day :chainsaw:

19. Favourite Sport: :yum: Soccer [link]

20. Favourite Band: ;p [link]
Note: :clap: deviation made by ~takeitreal..sweet incident :clap:
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hello..my Dear :iconaxrine: .:pray: please don't forget abt our lovely chatting on my previous journal [link] ..we still have a lot of surprises..!! :hug: we must have that silly Chaz !!!..so..don't give up !:alphaosiris:

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Journal Entry: Sun Jun 22, 2008, 9:22 PM
B-) Some people say that..chaz looks like NAKED :devil: in this [link] pic !!
i know it's not true but ...it gave me a great shock ! :nerd::chainsaw: (lol)
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:frail: me :glomp: chaz :frail:
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:upset: damn ! what the hell ..? i lost my avatar

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